As hard as I can, I'm going to stop worrying about my ex's happiness in his new relationship, and start working on my own.
Is it scary to be dependent on God? Yes, absolutely. But that's faith. We jump first without seeing the bottom. We trust.
Yes, I'm complicated. Yes, I'm driven. And I know I'm not the easy girl who doesn't have opinions and just goes with the flow. But, so what?
When your family breaks apart, your life becomes a series of new "firsts".
Typically, I'm not a fan of New Year's Resolutions. Mostly, because they're useless. But these aren't just resolutions. These are proclamations. It's me yelling into the wind saying, "I'M STILL HERE"
I refuse to let this storm devour me. Or let my loneliness turn a season into a lifestyle.